Hello Liisa,
today you are celebrating your 29th birthday. You live under the Zodiac sign of the Virgin and was also born under Chinese Zodiac Ox.
I wish you lovely hours today, and if I didn't mean it, I never write it.
It's not the first time, that I say, that I appreciate your way of writing. It has that certain "je ne sais quoi". You command six languages. By German standards this is really amazing.
I know, that you have a difficult time, because you have inherited a harmful legacy, but I am sure that you are not walking ducked under the heavy burden on your shoulders.
If you remain as you are and not fall back into old patterns, done by your predecessor, then you have a great future in this industry. My feeling tells me, that you are a hidden talent, and there are many places in this industry, that offer an inspiring environment where you can develop both professionally and personally.
Once a week or so I imagine a scene with Carmel in my mind. He is happy and smiling like the golden core of a sunflower.
It would be wonderful to see you next to him someday in my scene.
And now forget your daily sorrows and enjoy the day.
Leopold